as the wave comes crashing by insanepunker, literature
Literature
as the wave comes crashing
It comes crashing forward faster than can be imagined.
All the things you wish you had done or said flash before you
There is time left but the course is set as you prepare for impact
You have choices to make before the collision but non will change the final destination
All that will change is how you experience it
Regret, pain, sorrow is all you see as the wave moves ever closer
Deep inside you know what you need to do
Prepare, fix what you have err'd, and be ready
Bravery, stoicism, peace is what you need to strive for
All the while knowing nothing will ever be the same
Where will you go, what will you do...selfish
Sacrifice, because whil
Thomas Rhynes, I haven't known you for all that long, three years or so...but in that time you have made a greater inpact on my life than i could explain. You have taught me more about life in those three years than i had learned in the previous 17, helped me grow up, taught me to be a man, taught me to take responsiblity for my actions. I always looked up to you as a father, if i ever needed advice i could turn to you and even when i didnt think i needed advice, you were still there to give it. words can't express how grateful i am of the short bit of time our lives coincided. im proud that i can call you a friend, and am greatly relieve
Sinking, suffocating, trapped.
Fighting, searching...there has to be a way out.
Slowly the light is snuffed out, and you are alone
Darkness enveloping you, no way out...no way out.
Nowhere to turn, no room to move
Your chest tightens and your breathing becomes shallow.
Panic, logic fades
You no longer know where to look
or why to fight.
Only one person to comfort you now,
just you, alone
look inside
search yourself.
You take a deep look
Wincing at memories hidden away
disgusted with your past
the road that led you no where.
Nothing, Mediocrity, Failure.
Black, pain, tears.
Quickly you snap out of your gaze
defeated by wha
Day after day after day, I read in the newspaper or see it on the news, "Innocent bystander shot down." "Another innocent civilian murdered." and so on. I find it funny with all the people that are interviewed an almost guaranteed statement will be, "We want better gun control!" or something similiar with the same point. Just curious what exactly would this gun control do? Keep those civilians who are responsible adults and decent hard working people from obtaining guns. How will this affect all the gang related shootings. I have not investigated he numbers personally so this is just going to be a guess, but I would say about 75% of the
Breath
...Breath
Close your eyes
Open your mind
Look at the world...
crumbling
...slowly falling
everyone dieing
...crying.
Breath
Open your heart...
Remember the beauty
...the joy
...the fun
sinking
...slowly sinking
darker...
colder.
Breath
Falling
Screaming
...cold
...alone
nobody, not a soul.
Breath
No one to help...
to listen
to comfort...
sinking
...cold
...cold
Breath
...A final cry
A last...glimps
...of what was.
No more...
No more...
Br...Brea...
Shrinking, falling silently…reaching out to nothing
Blinding darkness engulfing hopes and dreams
Fighting to hold on, yet the fight seems to die a little more each day.
There is only one way out,
All will meet their untimely end.
Begging for one last chance
Dieing for one last breath.
Regrets are a part of life
As much as breathing, eating, sleeping.
Mistakes are always made,
Very seldom are they corrected
Love
Illusion or reality
The answer not important,
Everything which has a beginning will inevitably have an end.
The world is cruel
Full of hatred and intolerance.
No one to trust
No one cares.
Pain…deliverance from il
as the wave comes crashing by insanepunker, literature
Literature
as the wave comes crashing
It comes crashing forward faster than can be imagined.
All the things you wish you had done or said flash before you
There is time left but the course is set as you prepare for impact
You have choices to make before the collision but non will change the final destination
All that will change is how you experience it
Regret, pain, sorrow is all you see as the wave moves ever closer
Deep inside you know what you need to do
Prepare, fix what you have err'd, and be ready
Bravery, stoicism, peace is what you need to strive for
All the while knowing nothing will ever be the same
Where will you go, what will you do...selfish
Sacrifice, because whil
Crimson rivers,
tainted love,
the pain and sorrow has begun.
From darkened rooms,
to bright sunlight
there is no longer a will to fight.
No will to fight for life,
no will to fight for love,
there is only one path out.
your shaking hands grab a razor,
and pushes the point out.
No look back, no regrets, the sorrow is resolved.
the deeper in it goes,
the more the blood seems to flow,
once again for a few seconds your mind is free to go.
the restraints are off,
the remorse is gone,
as your anger slowly grow.
your anger has won,
you grab the razor and slice,
you slice until there is nothing but blood.
you can no longer see yo
all alone i find myself
wishing i was dead.
why dont i deserve to die.
im just a waste of breath.
angels would die if they were like me.
they would plummet straight to hell.
lets thank god, if there is a god
that youare not like me.
night and night i pray for death.
i plan out my every move
i have plans so extensive
that it would take years to die.
what is in my mind could scare you.
it could kill you instantly.
what i think is just for me.
just for me to die.
without these masks i would not survive.
fooling society became a way of life.
they laughs they see are cries inside.
they are screams for decency.
my smiles are as
I sit this night with my back to the door.
the lights are turned off and i sit there all alone.
alone like everyday before
alone like everynight before.
the emotions are running freely now.
i tear rolls down my cheek.
i hate the fact that i am crying
but right now i am too weak.
i sit this night with my back to the door.
i slowly fondel this razor and watch it glisten and shine.
this razor is my one true friend.
she has helped me a lot before.
no i feel there is no need
no reason to go on.
the kids at school dont understand
what they have said and done.
if anyone ever looked into my eyes
only for a second
they would see a to
sometimes i just need a friend.
someone who will understand.
one friend can eliminate all your enemies.
one friend is all i will ever want.
the \"cool\" kids shall no longer taunt.
as i sit alone at school all day.
my insides are killing me.
i thought school was supposed to be fun.
instead its a nightmare with no place to run.
these people and there little groups.
make me want to vomit.
what if they were the outsider
if only for a day.
would they continue to make fun of me.
or will they join my side?
one day is all they will ever need
to gain compassion once again.
one day is all they will ever need
and at last i will have m
satb her in her abdomin
let her burn in her own acid.
dying in a poodle of blood.
laugh as she suffers.
years and years of pain
must caused by her
now she knows what she has done
and she pays so dearly now.
you sit by her side until the end
whispering in her ear
of all the corruption she has caused you
and remind her of her ignorance
her ignorance of your feelings
has scarred you the most
she wanted you to be perfect
she hated you because of your individuality.
now you show her what she made you do
cuts on both the arms
and then in her last dieing breath
you cut yourself once more.
but this time you aim to die
and you s
Shattered dreams
and tarnished love
shaking arms
with tainted blood.
you begin to seek help
from above
but all that comes is
tainted blood.
the cuts are deep
the blood runs thin
the vodka mixes
with the gin.
there is no turning back
not tonight
no more love
no more sight
your shattered dreams
haunt your soul
your eyes slowly
begin to roll.
things are getting blurry
but one more cut atleast
your shaking hands reach out
to end your misery.
once again i find myself
standing on the edge
a vast selection of tools to use
let it be my ventilation.
i fondle the steel of my favorite knife
rest it on my skin and grip it tight
i remeember the times we used to have
oh loyal friend be mine again.
i slowly set it down with teas in my eyes
which tool should i use to lead to my demise.
i begin to sip on my deminishing vodka
and then i close my eyes.
i scream but nothing is to be heard.
once again i am lost in a dream.
the same dream i have had before
the dream of me lieing on the floor.
pools of blood surrounding me.
from my head to my feet.
oh good friend come back to me.
Death is a beautiful thing.
it ends suffering, pain, despair.
The blood flow running down the arm.
Feels like a warm shower.
You slip farther into abyss.
You fall until your concsious blurs.
You cry for the very last time.
But why, you won\'t be missed.
No one cares
no sign of despair.
They laugh at your tainted life.
Its not so funny when they have the knife.
But your wrong, you are missed.
Your friends fall into the same abyss.
They join you in death because you killed part of them.
They died to show that they care.
you regret your lack of despair.
they join you one by one.
A chain reaction going off like a gun.
A life is
Why do you taunt me.
You always make fun of me.
Can\'t you see the your words hurt.
Can\'t you see that you are klling me?
Every word brings me down.
And you laugh at me because of it.
Soon enough you will see what you have done.
And I will now be laughing.
Months and months of preperation.
Lists of people memorized.
Another day goes by.
They are all going to die.
I am ugly now,
cuts all over my arm.
They made me do it.
And now they will pay.
I come to school with guns and knives
and look at all the victims.
The usual crowd comes up to me.
And tries to bring me down.
I smile at them as they talk their shit.
I laugh at the
they'd told us to move on
but We'd smiled and held on (strong) to what We wanted.
(what I still want)
refusing to be the next in line,
We'd planned Our great escape.
(I refuse to have My feelings automated)
I went to meet You at midnight
in that open field We love so much,
that one small haven where nature's gone untouched
and uncorrupted by their "civilization".
it broke My heart to see that light shining in Our eyes;
they were hiding,
they were waiting,
they knew we would try to flee;
(tell me how did they know
and who sold Us out?)
Your screaming like a caged animal still resonates in My mind,
and as they shoved You down,
Your lips cross mine briefly
A small drop of blood you leave behind
Run my tongue over it
Savor the taste of you
Bite down, pull hard
Finally feel your skin give way
Feel your blood
Run into my mouth
Scream out in agony
Feel the intense pleasure
My skin beginning to break
Relief as I flow from me
Pull you close
Lick your lips
Mix our blood
Taste us as one
I couldn't imagine loving you more
So I let you cut me to pieces
Bite away at my being
Knowing that every drop of blood I shed
Will be one you drip in return.
Innocence Stained Crimson by tenshimei, literature
Literature
Innocence Stained Crimson
Three things throughout our history
Led to an monumental inspiration-
Blood and tear tarnished purity
Make the symbol of this nation
A country founded on the genocide
Of true "American" natives-
Masking the slaughter of their lives
With a religion that enslaved them
Annexations in the name of Supremacy-
Foreign liberation- Murders of the Innocent-
All for the spread christianity-
All explained as national interest-
Using sweatshops -with unsafe settings-
Because cheap labor makes better profit
Slaughtering thousands of animals daily
In labs conducting inhumane experiments
Allowing for incompetent home security
Helping mass
Forever and always
Please be the one I fall asleep to
And the one who I wake up to
The sun that I revolve around
The moon that lights the dark times
Forever be the one to catch me when I fall
Let me hold you
Be there for you whenever you need it
Let me kiss you whenever I want
Let me look you in the eye
Let me hug you forever
Be there for me to collapse against
To fall into your arms of love
Watch the stars with me
Let time freeze whenever we're together
Whisper to me in the most painful moments
I'll always be here for you
Let me make you laugh
Let me make you cry
Let me make you scream in agony
Forever be the one I ca
A Love Letter-Deal With It by xmisusednoveltyx, literature
Literature
A Love Letter-Deal With It
Why do your eyes paralyse me?
What makes me feel this way?
Just carry me away with
Silence
And
Heartbeats
As rapid thinking about your embrace
And how it makes me feel
I want to feel this way forever
I want to sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you
For eternity
Years of blissful ignorance to anything other tha
A tired eye for you
Don't worry, my dear
I haven't forgotten
Not lashes like those
Bat them my way, please
It's all I ask of you
You are what I'm feeling tonight
I hope I feel this way forever
Hiding behind rims
And uncanny dispositions
You know you could hypnotize
Sometimes you do
Heaven and angels can leave
I've found all I need
In front of your eyes
Is where I chose to live
Current Residence: Cali Favourite genre of music: Mostly rock in pretty much every sub genre. Operating System: Windows 7 Skin of choice: pierced, tattooed, scarred....im a sucker for body mods. Favourite cartoon character: Callie from Ugly Americans
Think im gonna start writing again...try too anyway. not sure if i can muster up that creative thought process anymore, hope I can. Best time in oh...about 3 years to try. Finally clean and sober from everything. Been close to 3 years since ive done drugs...and after a slight scare and more aa meeting that i can count im now going on 7 months sober. was drinking a 1.75 of vodka a day, usually a pint along with it. Drinking right when i woke up, atleast 2 drinks before work...made a drink for work...yeah - too much. but all that is over and done with. been finding it difficult to stay off the booze but aa meetings really do help a lot.
just spent another week in the hospital for complications to the surgery i had four or five months ago. prolly gonna have to have surgery again >
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